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hi guys i have stared sorting myself out no drugs ive even cut back on drinking
im trying to gett in to see someone but with no money and trying to keep it for my rents it wont be happening anytime soon and with trying to keep this for everone you guys are my only out let my oly advise and atm my only hope
and im doing well
but theres one thing and i no u guys are just gona but it down to been a teen but im not liek other teens
its been around a mouth since lana left me ive sleeped with other pl since and havent talked to her but i cant gett her out of my head i mean i feel like i love her even thoe she dumped me and told me to never talk to her again with out reson
so iw as looking for some answers
thanks
 
Answers are hard to come by, but one thing is certain, they are not found with drugs or alcohol. It's great that you're holding on to being clean, one day at a time is the way to go!

Hold on in there buddy, answers will come, and opportunities too...
 
for the girl thing. Well, only time can do the trick. Just have to wait and it'll go by itself.
 
when i think back to the hardest problems i had in life, i can laugh about it, somehow.

and i think it always turns out this way: you have to sit it through. the time will come that you will laugh about it all, and you will be a different person.

just hang on, and be careful: make sure to improve the situation every day, even if it's only a little improvement. just make it a steady improvement.
 
I know a lot of people find this a hard decision to make,
and a bit of an extreme one as well... I myself am a
recovered addict. I still smoke cigarettes, and drink from
time to time, but this is a goal I've set in front of myself
to try to accomplish before the end of 2009.

A clean lifestyle will open your eyes up my friend.

Best of luck in all avenues you chose. Life has a funny
way of showing us just how valuable it is sometimes, it's
up to us to listen or not.
 
Oh god youve no idea how bad you make me feel, theres me just back form smoking a couple of joints, you know. Im always telling myself i cant afford it, and it would be better to leave it.
 
Wazza,
When you're feeling tempted,just remember that you only have to stay clean for today.Dont worry about tomorrow or the next day.Just for today.
It's setting yourself up for disaster thinking anything beyond today.
This is why people say,one day at a time.
Remember this is something that's with you for life,but there is recovery.But you need help with it.It's alm ost impossible to do on your own long term.
Good luck Warrick.
 
Warrick,
Congrats for staying clean man!
With the girl, have you felt this way before? Or you have this feeling now, after she left?
Feelings can be confusing many times...
Do you love her... maybe you are scared to be alone... maybe you are just angry she left you, your ego cannot accept it... or a combination of them all.
Real love is quiet, and peaceful mate.
Don't worry too much to find your twin soul at your age. Stay clean and enjoy life :-)
fatgoogle said:
Oh god youve no idea how bad you make me feel, theres me just back form smoking a couple of joints, you know. Im always telling myself i cant afford it, and it would be better to leave it.
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On long term joints are as bad as any drugs... Don't believe all the BS you find on the net. Any drug or habit that is messing with your mind, well will ♣♣♣♣ your mind eventually.
 
florin i dont no how i feel about her
guys i ♣♣♣♣ed up
i got to school today and ive been haveing some issues with this guy
him and his mates beat the ♣♣♣♣ out of me
so one of my friends took me home
and they had pot my head hurt and i felt liek ♣♣♣♣ cause they beat the crap out of me in fornt of everone so we got high its so ♣♣♣♣ing hard i mean its just weed but still
 
you can't change anything as long as you don't know what you want !
if you want to stay clean, you can, you can even do it on your own. you just wave to want to do so. i'm talking about will, IRON WILL.

other people only can give you advice when you don't know what to do, that's all.
you know, someone can only show you the door, but it's YOU who has to go through it.
 
Wazza, what town are you in mate?
 


clean but not free
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Wazz.... NObody is free.

I sense you feel singled out, not
realizing that nobody else is free
either. Might help you with your
ordeal if you know that, and you
keep it in mind.
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Getting beaten up is ♣♣♣♣ man, It just takes itm out of you, i know like from being in fights, and boxing for 4 years as an amaetuer. Best to stay clear of them.

And as getting clean ill have to leave that too you, itll happen, dont force yourself let it come.


And love is a highly overrated word i feel. Ive been with girls, really really like, i dontm know if i "loved" them, and am defiantly not ready to lay down anything at my age.
 
So you busted,ya had a smoke.That's cool.Dont beat yourself up over it.But it might be a good idea to not set yourself up for disaster next time by not going to this house where these guys smoke weed.
Just dont do it again tomorrow & get the ball rolling Warrick.
If you have MSN messenger & feel like you could benefit from some support from someone older that's been there,done that.Feel free to add me.
[email protected]
You're not alone here Warrick.There is support out there but ya gotta be prepared to ask for it mate.
Hang in there mate.
 
hi

Lex said:
Wazza, what town are you in mate?
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i live in Australia capital territory (Act)
yeah i buckeld but i said no today so hopefull things will get easyer
i saw one of they guys that beat me up today with out his friends
it may of been wrong but he wont hurt me again atleast
 
I've read a Chick Corea interview yesterday.
And it was a question: "any advice for th musicians, blabla.."
And he said something like:
"ANY advices are cheap... you have to search for yourself, or you don't have nothing"
 
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